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It is not easy for me to talk
dispassionately about the photographs in this book, let alone
discuss their historical or artistic merit. Each time I look
at them, I feel these pictures have an amazing, unique, inner
energy; I am drawn as by a magnet back into my past, into the
forgotten, distant world of my childhood, which all of a sudden
springs up vividly all around me. I seem to be walking along
with the feel of dry, yellowing grass underfoot, and the heady,
overripe smell of autumn mist; a bend in the river gleams down
below, and further on, above the river, is our country house,
where its warm and cosy, and where theyre still
expecting me
I remember so well, in 1980, my Father coming back from Italy,
carefully unpacking his Polaroid camera from its coloured wrapping
paper, and taking his first shots. He was collecting material
for Nostalgia, and took masses of photographs: the family, the
Vorobiov Hills, the countryside around Riazan where our
house was, of which he was very fond. Thick mist hanging over
the river, twilight, the moon above the roof of our house: these
moments of our life, imprinted on film, were the basis of the
visions and dreams of Andrei Gorchakov, the hero of the film.
Even the photographs he took in Italy remind me of Russia, he
seemed to make a point of finding landscapes reminiscent of
Russia, of his own native places which he was never to
see again. Nostalgia is surely one of my Fathers most
autobiographical films, though at the time nobody realised how
prophetic it was to be for him.
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The day before he left to start
shooting in Italy, in March 1982, he opened the Polaroid for
the last time and took a few pictures. None of us was aware
that he would never return, but for some reason we all felt
unbearably sad. Somebody took one of the two of us together:
we are sitting on the sofa in his study, he has his arm round
my shoulders, he has an awkward smile and looks unhappy, on
the wall behind us, among the pictures and ikons, is an old
mirror in a carved frame that no longer reflects anything at
all.
However personal these photographs are, I am sure
that everyone who sees them will appreciate them and be able
to relate to them. Whether he was working with Polaroid or cinema
film my Father created artistic images, the power of which lies
in their direct impact, in the way creator and viewer become
spiritually as one. As he himself said, An image is not
some idea as expressed by the director, but an entire world
reflected in a drop of water. In a single drop of water!
Florence, 15th October 2007.
© The
Tarkovsky Foundation
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